Why is it that my chart shows like all this psychology and precision, while I myself am not that organized?

I blame Saturn in Pisces. Pisces is usually considered the least organized sign and Saturn itself has a way of making things messy, while ironically causing a need for structure. I've known 2 Capricorn Suns who were pack rats, one has Saturn in Pisces. Neptune conjunct your ascendant could also hurt your discipline and Ur conjunct to it I think could make you bored with things like having clean up after yourself or too bust dispersing your attention to concentrate and do that.